April 27
2003 COLORADO BOOK AWARD WINNER
kathryn winograd
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THE LIVES OF CELLS
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         Kurdish teenager, 17,
         stoned to death by her family near Mosul


                                        I

          and so it is
in the cool static rift of a charged particle
we once came, this
uniformity of the earth's life
(ours) explained by a blue bolt of gods
entering some languishing primitive cell,
sparking it into mitosis, and, sexless, the cell
ever dividing into daughter and daughter,
          into stone, into peacock, into angels of light

                                        II

                    --all we have
become, or will be--

                                        III

                    --and now the girl,
the naked lily-stems of her legs
against the torn black cloth, startling
even here, her battered face--what we want to call
flower--
the trembling shade beneath our pale, reflected ones,
her shirt red or bloodied
          and the little staccato of stones at her head--

                                        IV

          as if she were about our daughters,
the wind just barely channeling through the dark
labyrinths of their young bodies, their simple emptiness
wanting what?  love  rain  cry of birds    the first touch
          of male palm against the budding nipple
          what the living cell evolves for--

                                        V

          When the father who said
kill her touched her harshly--
his hand that once held the mother, her nipples
between his teeth gentled, his seed
          following the old genetic pathways the way seed does--

          the torn tissue
of its blossoming already ordained toward the sky
even as the blind root splits the holy clay--

                                        VI

did his daughter, tricked home, already know the story,
know what love can bring, has brought, the way Lot's wife did--
that one last forbidden look back
          and her feet already crumbling into the shackling salt--

                                        VII

          in a marketplace somewhere near Mosul
this denouement: how many men with stones
striking us, striking that dark fragile place, their birthplace
made visible now, gossamer of all the fallen
like the iridescent eye of a peacock
                                                  mocking dusk--

that birthplace, that bald star of our newborn daughters
that arrives each time on this earth like first memory,
like first thought, first desire when the biblical rib
snapped clean and our wild paradise, ignorant and beautiful,
                    faltered
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about the poem
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The poem came from three "moments"--I'd been reading Lewis Thomas's book, Lives of a Cell, and was struck by his statement: "The uniformity of the earth's life, more astonishing than its diversity, is accountable by the high probability that we derived, originally, from some single cell, fertilized in a bolt of lightning as the earth cooled." At the same time, I had just been in Kansas City and had stood in the lobby of a hotel watching CNN's story about the young girl who had married against her religion and fled the country with her husband, and then returned to see her family, reassured by her father that all was well. She was then stoned to death by family members and strangers in the marketplace. I was shocked by the sight of all the men and young boys in a fevered swirl around her, taking cellphone pictures and video as she lay dying. Additionally, when the poem began to come together for me, I had my MFA students studying Jorie Graham's book, The End of Beauty, and we were all so taken by her nonlinear use of numbered sections. And so the poem began to make its way.
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about the poet
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Kathryn Winograd's poems have recently appeared in Calyx: A Journal of Art and Literature by Women and her creative nonfiction in Wazee. Her chapbook has been a finalist and semi-finalist for Caketrain Chapbook Competition and the Center for Book Arts Letterpress Chapbook Poetry Competition. Her children's poem, "Skating," recently appeared in CRICKET magazine. A past winner of the Colorado Book Award, she is full time faculty for Arapaho Community College and Ashland University's low residency MFA program, the coordinator for ACC Writers Studio, and poetry faculty for the University of Northern Colorado's Presidential Academy in American History and Civics Education Program.
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